The Gardens of Our Childhoods
9781637680353
9781637680360
9781637680377
Distributed for Autumn House Press
The Gardens of Our Childhoods
Poems considering self, masculinity, and culture through the spectacle of professional wrestling.
In this stunning debut, John Belk looks at the world of professional wrestling to excavate the real within the artificial and explore the projections we create, run from, and delight in. In The Gardens of Our Childhoods, the distance between spectacle and reality blurs.
Belk uses the spectacle of wrestling to stare deeply into American culture and masculinity, parsing the intersecting threads of patriarchy and gender, and unpacking identity formation and performance. As Belk pries into toxic masculinities, he leaves space also for tenderness, queerness, and resistance to normative structures, opening the potential for love and admiration. Populated by classic and contemporary wrestlers like André the Giant, Hulk Hogan, “Stone Cold” Steve Austin, Ricky Steamboat, Bruno Sammartino, Marcus “Buff” Bagwell, and more, this book is ultimately about the constant deconstruction and reconstruction of our identities that smudge fiction and reality. Like wrestlers in their operatic and winding storylines, we learn how to project and inhabit identities while growing into and fighting against the scripts we write for ourselves and those that are imposed on us.
The Gardens of Our Childhoods is the winner of Autumn House Press’s Rising Writer Prize in Poetry.
In this stunning debut, John Belk looks at the world of professional wrestling to excavate the real within the artificial and explore the projections we create, run from, and delight in. In The Gardens of Our Childhoods, the distance between spectacle and reality blurs.
Belk uses the spectacle of wrestling to stare deeply into American culture and masculinity, parsing the intersecting threads of patriarchy and gender, and unpacking identity formation and performance. As Belk pries into toxic masculinities, he leaves space also for tenderness, queerness, and resistance to normative structures, opening the potential for love and admiration. Populated by classic and contemporary wrestlers like André the Giant, Hulk Hogan, “Stone Cold” Steve Austin, Ricky Steamboat, Bruno Sammartino, Marcus “Buff” Bagwell, and more, this book is ultimately about the constant deconstruction and reconstruction of our identities that smudge fiction and reality. Like wrestlers in their operatic and winding storylines, we learn how to project and inhabit identities while growing into and fighting against the scripts we write for ourselves and those that are imposed on us.
The Gardens of Our Childhoods is the winner of Autumn House Press’s Rising Writer Prize in Poetry.

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Table of Contents
Table of Contents
Trash 1
Perry Saturn makes ends meet after a failed tour with New Japan Pro-Wrestling 3
The Death of Owen Hart 5
Buff Bagwell’s Mother 6
incantation [Fraxinus ornus] 7
Perry Saturn fell in love with a mop 8
The Cauliflower Alley Club 9
Stasiak & Sammartino 10
Stasiak & Sammartino II 11
The Gardens of Our Childhoods 12
Marcus Bagwell’s Mother 13
letterlocking 17
Angle of Regard 18
a business without heart or conscience 20
Hermeneutics 21
bar trivia: good things have to happen to someone 22
WrestleMania XVI & suicide 23
Stone Cold Steve Austin’s Mother 24
definition of the continental shelf 25
The Undertaker’s American Badass Phase 26
dead letter office 27
bar trivia: no wrestler has ever used an Annie Lennox song as entry music 28
Jimmy Snuka’s Mother 29
John Cena’s Spinner Belt 30
poem about a dying mall 31
Perry Saturn at a bed-&-breakfast in Katonah, New York, before a January sunrise 32
My love wants a chicken named Eleanor of Aquitaine 33
Razor Ramon 34
Blackjack Mulligan’s Mother 35
The time Vince McMahon tore both his quadriceps while sliding angrily 37
shipletters 38
Madison Square 39
Hacksaw Jim Duggan’s Mother 40
The Fingerpoke of Doom 41
one two skip a few a hundred 42
bar trivia: Venice has been sinking for years 43
Perry Saturn wonders 44
Good Endings 45
Ultimate Warrior’s Mother 46
fanletters 48
for once the best option is the easiest option 49
The Mouth of the South 50
Perry Saturn becomes the first wrestler to board the International Space Station 51
at the top of this space elevator 54
the young immortal plane 55
Olive Saturn & the Third Plutonian Resettlement Operation 56
The Fancy 58
Acknowledgments 61
Thanks 63
Trash 1
Perry Saturn makes ends meet after a failed tour with New Japan Pro-Wrestling 3
The Death of Owen Hart 5
Buff Bagwell’s Mother 6
incantation [Fraxinus ornus] 7
Perry Saturn fell in love with a mop 8
The Cauliflower Alley Club 9
Stasiak & Sammartino 10
Stasiak & Sammartino II 11
The Gardens of Our Childhoods 12
Marcus Bagwell’s Mother 13
letterlocking 17
Angle of Regard 18
a business without heart or conscience 20
Hermeneutics 21
bar trivia: good things have to happen to someone 22
WrestleMania XVI & suicide 23
Stone Cold Steve Austin’s Mother 24
definition of the continental shelf 25
The Undertaker’s American Badass Phase 26
dead letter office 27
bar trivia: no wrestler has ever used an Annie Lennox song as entry music 28
Jimmy Snuka’s Mother 29
John Cena’s Spinner Belt 30
poem about a dying mall 31
Perry Saturn at a bed-&-breakfast in Katonah, New York, before a January sunrise 32
My love wants a chicken named Eleanor of Aquitaine 33
Razor Ramon 34
Blackjack Mulligan’s Mother 35
The time Vince McMahon tore both his quadriceps while sliding angrily 37
shipletters 38
Madison Square 39
Hacksaw Jim Duggan’s Mother 40
The Fingerpoke of Doom 41
one two skip a few a hundred 42
bar trivia: Venice has been sinking for years 43
Perry Saturn wonders 44
Good Endings 45
Ultimate Warrior’s Mother 46
fanletters 48
for once the best option is the easiest option 49
The Mouth of the South 50
Perry Saturn becomes the first wrestler to board the International Space Station 51
at the top of this space elevator 54
the young immortal plane 55
Olive Saturn & the Third Plutonian Resettlement Operation 56
The Fancy 58
Acknowledgments 61
Thanks 63
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